I can't believe I am actually typing this. We have stared at and fallen in love with her picture for 5 months now. I am so heavy hearted knowing that Sophia is still in China waiting for us. This wait has just about gotten the best of me. I thought for sure that we would be in China by now. This wait is certainly a test in patience and my patience is wearing thin. We have paper-chased, visited with a SW too many times to count, had our home and lives picked through with a fine tooth comb, been fingerprinted like 5 times, updated documents over and over, and finally are waiting for that LAST STEP before boarding that China bound plane.
I have prayed so much I'm beginning to think that God in heaven is saying "yea, yea I know Kim, blahdy , blahdy blah. I have to often catch myself and remember that I AM NOT IN CONTROL! Do you realize how hard that is? I like things a certain way, in a certain time frame. I have planned, organized, shopped and I AM READY LORD!!
We are trying to get there Sophia...hang on sugar dumplin, not much longer now.
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